Ghost White Lyrics

I made my exit too late
And I'm gonna need your help
But it's always
so embarrasing to ask you
This is no true solution
no system of lasting kind
You don't have to tell me
you know I feel the same

There was a silent agreement
not to expect anything
not to drink as much cause
I know what it does to me
Looking back now I never knew you
Not that i knew myself
but I always felt
I couldn't stay the same

My efforts to reach you
all turning into
hands upon
your ghost white skin
Unable to open
I set in motion
the most peculiar
thoughts within