Now I can see how deep these scars go.
I buried all of the pain and strangled my soul.
My min hid everything beneath the heart,
so I regurgitated memories like a flying deck of cards.
Too young to die of old ways.
"Back in the day when I was young" I was so naive.
"I'm not a kid anymore"
but I can't believe some days I wish that I was still that boy.
No.
The "wrong" knew how to survive, I've seen it.
"Right" never spoke my name.
f*** it.
So be it.
I'm still suffering from bad habits like an old man drug addict.
I can't let it end like this.
No.
I buried all of the pain and strangled my soul.
My min hid everything beneath the heart,
so I regurgitated memories like a flying deck of cards.
Too young to die of old ways.
"Back in the day when I was young" I was so naive.
"I'm not a kid anymore"
but I can't believe some days I wish that I was still that boy.
No.
The "wrong" knew how to survive, I've seen it.
"Right" never spoke my name.
f*** it.
So be it.
I'm still suffering from bad habits like an old man drug addict.
I can't let it end like this.
No.