Better Season Lyrics

And I wish this year could be a better season
Here I am sipping coffee and starring at the ceiling

And I'm all weird inside, I take my guitar out of the s***e
And then the past emerges, miss understanding, bad conversation from me...
Even you don't care about my feeling
I'm still your friend when you get pain
I remember when you were dreaming
I was the ghost when you are lost
Yes I do...Yes I do...
I want to spend rest of my life with you...
Yes I do...Yes I do...
I'll be your friend and your number one fan

I can't wait until I hear your amazing voice, but...
When I dial your number, your heart was not at home
And start blaming my self

And I...wanna better season...
When I get Up...feel so much pain
Should I give up?...should I give up?