I hate myself and want to... Lyrics

The black machination noiz surrounds me
with the dirty people by now.
Hatred, Resentment and Despair.
Suck the chaos reality and meaningless until blood dies.
Cannot disturb.
dare mo sukutte wa kurenai
Aa shinmi tsubusareru
kunou ni oboreta
jibun wo koroshitai

ore wo sagesunde iro yo
shin i ga mieru ka?
douze tsumetai musen wo ore nagekakeru dake nan darou?
kutsuu donzokosa
jibun wo koroshitai

The rain cold is my tears
The rain falls on all my scars.
What I am?
What cannot i get away from here?
Look at the...
kesshite omaetachi wakari wa shinai daro
chousha* e kurikaetterundayo
ko* ga hitotsugai daiji nan daro?
hito wa heiki de kizutsukeru kuse ni na
sou yatte hera hera waratteru ga ii sa
kakuu no gizen ni shigamitsuitero
nani mo kaigetsu suru wa zu nande nai
ima no omaetachi ga ii *tameshi darou ka

mitsukaranai
mitsukaranai
The rain cold is my tears.
The rain falls on all my scars
What I am?
Why cannot i get away from here?
Look at the...

mitsukedasenai
abaikidasenai
oshiero ikiru imi wo

Under the moon rain
Under the moon rain
I hate myself and want to...

Under the moon rain
Under the moon rain
I hate myself and want to die.