Goodbye, this life of mine
As her hands grip tight on my heart
I'm alive
Then everything took a turn for the worst
Like it was part of my design
I need room to breathe
To get my mind wrapped around
What seems to be that I'm a man
But I feel like a monster
And the man that I was
I can't remember
I never expected to find myself alive
And the feeling of regret grows stronger
Knowing everything I said was a lie
I tried to put this back together
But I knew this wouldn't last forever
I love the way you call my name
And I come running back to you
Promise me there's more to life
Than what I see behind your eyes
Will I ever be strong?
Or hell if I'm too far gone
How can I say
That the only way for me to be ok
Is to force myself to hate you
But the truth is that
I could never forget you
I dream only to excuse myself
From the life I'm living
But somewhere in that state of mind
I find that nothing's worth believing
I rot inside every time I hear your name
And I can't get enough of everything
That we used to be
But the thoughts are blinding me
I love the way you call my name
And I come running back to you
Promise me there's more to life
Than what I see behind your eyes
Will I ever be strong?
Or hell if I'm too far gone
Every time you go to close your eyes
Could you stare back at mine?
I don't want to let you go
But now I know that I'll face this alone
As her hands grip tight on my heart
I'm alive
Then everything took a turn for the worst
Like it was part of my design
I need room to breathe
To get my mind wrapped around
What seems to be that I'm a man
But I feel like a monster
And the man that I was
I can't remember
I never expected to find myself alive
And the feeling of regret grows stronger
Knowing everything I said was a lie
I tried to put this back together
But I knew this wouldn't last forever
I love the way you call my name
And I come running back to you
Promise me there's more to life
Than what I see behind your eyes
Will I ever be strong?
Or hell if I'm too far gone
How can I say
That the only way for me to be ok
Is to force myself to hate you
But the truth is that
I could never forget you
I dream only to excuse myself
From the life I'm living
But somewhere in that state of mind
I find that nothing's worth believing
I rot inside every time I hear your name
And I can't get enough of everything
That we used to be
But the thoughts are blinding me
I love the way you call my name
And I come running back to you
Promise me there's more to life
Than what I see behind your eyes
Will I ever be strong?
Or hell if I'm too far gone
Every time you go to close your eyes
Could you stare back at mine?
I don't want to let you go
But now I know that I'll face this alone