I think I'm starting to figure out my life
Because the past two years have come and gone so fast I've lost my mind
(Well, I guess) That I don't have time to change my ways in one f****** day, repeating situations in my head
(What could have I done different?)
But g****** the day this long life gets the best of me
The medication in my system blindly moves me on
And I'll look towards a time when I tell myself I'm just fine
I'll finally find the time to clear my mind
(And piece together what is mine)
I think I want to start again
Shove a knife in my heart (Bleed me out)
I want to feel my innocence, reborn in me through the honesty of treating everyone I love like a human being
(To spare their feelings)
I want to feel like a human being
But g****** the day this long life gets the best of me
The medication in my system blindly moves me on
And I'll look towards a time when I tell myself I'm just fine
I'll finally find the time to clear my mind
(And piece together what is mine)
So make me, hate me
Because the past two years have come and gone so fast I've lost my mind
(Well, I guess) That I don't have time to change my ways in one f****** day, repeating situations in my head
(What could have I done different?)
But g****** the day this long life gets the best of me
The medication in my system blindly moves me on
And I'll look towards a time when I tell myself I'm just fine
I'll finally find the time to clear my mind
(And piece together what is mine)
I think I want to start again
Shove a knife in my heart (Bleed me out)
I want to feel my innocence, reborn in me through the honesty of treating everyone I love like a human being
(To spare their feelings)
I want to feel like a human being
But g****** the day this long life gets the best of me
The medication in my system blindly moves me on
And I'll look towards a time when I tell myself I'm just fine
I'll finally find the time to clear my mind
(And piece together what is mine)
So make me, hate me