The burden of evening upon my couch
No dreams granted, no piece of mind
Too many confusions in these thoughts
The lost moments resurface to grind
Foul deliberation with no conclusion
Thought I could flee reality once again
Finally falling into my black hole
Nothing in this place appears true
Playing twisted but gratifying role
Only to wake up anew
Foul deliberation with no conclusion
Thought I could flee reality once again
Reformation of this dead universe
Fearing negative self-progression
Understanding the power of mind
Recognizing the inner infractions
Is there point in playing this game
in which I inescapably lose?
Things will never be the same
I don't know which option to choose
Foul deliberation with no conclusion
Thought I could flee reality once again
Reformation of this dead universe
Fearing negative self-progression
Understanding the power of mind
Recognizing the inner infractions
Watching us inside that frame
I'll never be able to refuse
It's hard when there's no-one to blame
No cure for this god d*** bruise
Endless re-run of painful memories
and flashes of hopeless future
fill my mind with chaos and distress
Forgetting wishes, perceiving fate
Blind in grief, dead to you
I'm seeing a glimpse of chance
But it doesn't last
I'm sensing a bit of hope
But it fades so fast
"I've been trying to tell you so that you'll understand,
the thing is, I don't know what was before or after
And it's kind of laying mindfuck on me"
I'm seeing a glimpse of chance
But it doesn't last
I'm sensing a bit of hope
But it fades so fast
Reformation of this dead universe
Fearing negative self-progression
Understanding the power of mind
Recognizing the inner infractions
At these waters of my shame
I will dwell but I will not fuse
Truly nothing for me to claim
Salvation far too away
Too far away...
Too far away...
TOO FAR AWAY!
No dreams granted, no piece of mind
Too many confusions in these thoughts
The lost moments resurface to grind
Foul deliberation with no conclusion
Thought I could flee reality once again
Finally falling into my black hole
Nothing in this place appears true
Playing twisted but gratifying role
Only to wake up anew
Foul deliberation with no conclusion
Thought I could flee reality once again
Reformation of this dead universe
Fearing negative self-progression
Understanding the power of mind
Recognizing the inner infractions
Is there point in playing this game
in which I inescapably lose?
Things will never be the same
I don't know which option to choose
Foul deliberation with no conclusion
Thought I could flee reality once again
Reformation of this dead universe
Fearing negative self-progression
Understanding the power of mind
Recognizing the inner infractions
Watching us inside that frame
I'll never be able to refuse
It's hard when there's no-one to blame
No cure for this god d*** bruise
Endless re-run of painful memories
and flashes of hopeless future
fill my mind with chaos and distress
Forgetting wishes, perceiving fate
Blind in grief, dead to you
I'm seeing a glimpse of chance
But it doesn't last
I'm sensing a bit of hope
But it fades so fast
"I've been trying to tell you so that you'll understand,
the thing is, I don't know what was before or after
And it's kind of laying mindfuck on me"
I'm seeing a glimpse of chance
But it doesn't last
I'm sensing a bit of hope
But it fades so fast
Reformation of this dead universe
Fearing negative self-progression
Understanding the power of mind
Recognizing the inner infractions
At these waters of my shame
I will dwell but I will not fuse
Truly nothing for me to claim
Salvation far too away
Too far away...
Too far away...
TOO FAR AWAY!