What I Am Lyrics

I see faces in the sky
Of sad forgoten souls
No doubt decaying joy
No hope to keep me whole
No breeze to comfort me
No love to save my mood
Sunlight burns into me
a branded solitude
How many times can I ignore
The devil standing at my door
How many times can I forgive
I want to die but still I live

Too many thoughts demanding
What I'm meant to do
Too many pains of old
Call out to pains of new
I squeeze my hand so hard
To force the demons out
Dark angels laugh at me
And all that I'm about

How many times can I ignore
The devil standing at my door
How many times can I forgive
I want to die but still I live
I can't go on
I hate myself
I can't let go
Of what I am

The poisoned mind corrupts
The fabric of my soul
I rip apart the script
But still I play the role
How many times can I ignore
The devil standing at my door
How many times can I forgive
I want to die but still I live

How many times can I ignore
The devil standing at my door
How many times can I forgive
I want to die but still I live

I can't go on
I hate myself
I can't let go
Of what I am

I can't go on
I hate myself
I can't let go
Of what I am