Isn't It Obvious? Lyrics

I can't remember
the last time
I looked someone in the eye.
Keeping myself in suspense.
Well I've long since sold my soul
to a ghost of where I've been.
I've long since grown to know
the consequences of this life
I choose to live.

But isn't it obvious?
I understand your intent,
and where you're going with all of this.
(where are you going with all of this?)
I understand you're afraid of letting go
and that everyone deserves a place to call their home.

But isn't it obvious that it secretly brings you relief
to hear all these terrible things about me?

So I said to myself
"When was the last time that we spoke?
There's a train wreck ahead,
and at this rate you'll never avoid it".
Then it came just as clear as day:
I desire what will destroy me in the end.

But isn't it obvious
that it secretly brings you relief
to hear all these terrible things about me?