I cannot believe this
You said you'd never follow me again
I can feel you watching
You're pulling strings inside my head
Took me to those places
You did all the things I would never do
Look at where it's got me
I'm nowhere and I owe it all to you
Water can't wash away
Still the sweat and stains remain
There's no other way
So swallow your full cup of blame
You will never know
Think of hell, it's warm below
You would not believe
All the dirt you've flung on me
I will wash away
Close the door, I'm here to stay
You are not innocent
I have worn that away
(It's not fading...
'Til you go away)
Can't get high enough
And I can't lie enough
You make me want to throw my life away
Breaks me when I see
How you come back to me
These are the things I want to throw away
I can't stand myself
I curse the day I planted your seeds
Pick me up and tell me
I'll never be the thing that you need
All your filthy visions
Are starting to look so good to me
Can't get high enough
And I can't lie enough
You make me want to throw my life away
Breaks me when I see
How you come back to me
These are the things I want to throw away
Without life
Without hope
Stay with me
Until I die
Push it down so deep
Just like it never happened and then
I can hardly wait to get the chance to do this again...
Can't get high enough
And I can't lie enough
You make me want to throw my life away
Breaks me when I see
How you come back to me
These are the things I want to throw away
You said you'd never follow me again
I can feel you watching
You're pulling strings inside my head
Took me to those places
You did all the things I would never do
Look at where it's got me
I'm nowhere and I owe it all to you
Water can't wash away
Still the sweat and stains remain
There's no other way
So swallow your full cup of blame
You will never know
Think of hell, it's warm below
You would not believe
All the dirt you've flung on me
I will wash away
Close the door, I'm here to stay
You are not innocent
I have worn that away
(It's not fading...
'Til you go away)
Can't get high enough
And I can't lie enough
You make me want to throw my life away
Breaks me when I see
How you come back to me
These are the things I want to throw away
I can't stand myself
I curse the day I planted your seeds
Pick me up and tell me
I'll never be the thing that you need
All your filthy visions
Are starting to look so good to me
Can't get high enough
And I can't lie enough
You make me want to throw my life away
Breaks me when I see
How you come back to me
These are the things I want to throw away
Without life
Without hope
Stay with me
Until I die
Push it down so deep
Just like it never happened and then
I can hardly wait to get the chance to do this again...
Can't get high enough
And I can't lie enough
You make me want to throw my life away
Breaks me when I see
How you come back to me
These are the things I want to throw away