I choke on my bitterness
Because some things are better left unsaid
Hesitant is my instinctive venom
Since I've stepped out of this light
I said I'm sorry
The truth is I never was
Begging to be indifferent
I'll take you down with me
You're going down
I'll take you down
Falling
Scratching, tearing
Ripping, falling, melting
Scratching, tearing, bleeding, feeding
I said I'm sorry
The truth is I never am
Begging for indifference
I'll drag you down with me
You're going down
I'll drag you down
A toxified embrace holds me up
As my suicide increases
And my life skids out of control
Shouting back in my face
As I lose control of my hands and mind
As I reach for my peace
I claw at my eyes
Insensitivity looking away
Just like a raped mother to her child
I hate you just the same
I hate you
And when patience wears thin
Intentions watch hungrily transparent
Anxious to feast on your devotion
Anticipating that quenchless thirst
Because some things are better left unsaid
Hesitant is my instinctive venom
Since I've stepped out of this light
I said I'm sorry
The truth is I never was
Begging to be indifferent
I'll take you down with me
You're going down
I'll take you down
Falling
Scratching, tearing
Ripping, falling, melting
Scratching, tearing, bleeding, feeding
I said I'm sorry
The truth is I never am
Begging for indifference
I'll drag you down with me
You're going down
I'll drag you down
A toxified embrace holds me up
As my suicide increases
And my life skids out of control
Shouting back in my face
As I lose control of my hands and mind
As I reach for my peace
I claw at my eyes
Insensitivity looking away
Just like a raped mother to her child
I hate you just the same
I hate you
And when patience wears thin
Intentions watch hungrily transparent
Anxious to feast on your devotion
Anticipating that quenchless thirst