Dead Inside Lyrics

I've got a mouth full of roses that cover the cuts
There's thorns in my cheeks where the skin turned to rust
With lips around flowers are all that you see, I'm dying to spit it out
We're all dead inside (x2)
We're all dead inside and you know it
We're painting our faces to try not to show it
Over and over, the work never ends
I'm digging in circles, I break before bend
We don't remember the lender that sold our soul
We just remember the painter that brushed us gold

I'm ripping my hair out to use as a brush
I've run out of colors to use as a crutch
I'm painting a picture with words I can't say
But look on the inside, we're all black and gray
We're all dead inside and you know it
We don't remember the lender that sold our soul
We just remember the painter that brushed us gold
We don't remember (x2)

I've been searching my whole life for something with meaning
But all I found was bleeding, all I found was bleeding
I've been looking my whole life for something of worth
But there's nothing but dirt, nothing but dirt
How can we live when we die every day? (x6)
f*** it

Yeah

We don't remember the lender that sold our soul
We just remember the painter that brushed us gold