It all started with a whisper
that followed me home
I felt the vomit trickle off my lips
and splash on the floor
Peering through a broken window pane
I see the shapes stand out against the street light
I hear the unfamiliar knocking
Something has gotten inside
In time
you'll know you're nothing
Inside
you can feel me crawling
My tormentor
lives in every shadow
The only way to heaven
was to go through hell
As I look inside my mind
to these stars
So close could almost touch them yet so far
From my sheltered
Existence
My mind's a feeding ground
It will all ends with a whisper
as I lose feeling in my face
The clouds open up
I felt the presence of the failure
Eyes always watching
and I know it will never give up
My tormentor
lives in every shadow
The only way to heaven
was to go through hell
As I look inside my mind
to these stars
So close could almost touch them yet so far
From my sheltered
Existence
My mind's a feeding ground
You were the only star
(how did I find myself here)
in this place of ashes
I'm dragging this cross behind me
You watched me wallow absence
You took me to a place
where I could never die
Something has stalked across
the boundaries through all defenses
and crawled into my
Thorn filled cradle
I couldn't change it all for you
You know you can't resist me
If I follow you blindly can you
promise me god
As I look inside my mind to these stars
So close could almost touch them yet so far
From my sheltered
Existence
My mind's a feeding ground
I am the voice
that reassures you that you're really nothing
I am the spit
you didn't have the confidence to wipe off your face
I was there behind her eyes
the last time you ever saw her
I was in the walls
every night when you cried yourself to sleep
I am the reason
you had a face not even a mother could love
I fueled your hate for all those who've left you
and I'm not about to let up
I am the Failure
I'll never go away
that followed me home
I felt the vomit trickle off my lips
and splash on the floor
Peering through a broken window pane
I see the shapes stand out against the street light
I hear the unfamiliar knocking
Something has gotten inside
In time
you'll know you're nothing
Inside
you can feel me crawling
My tormentor
lives in every shadow
The only way to heaven
was to go through hell
As I look inside my mind
to these stars
So close could almost touch them yet so far
From my sheltered
Existence
My mind's a feeding ground
It will all ends with a whisper
as I lose feeling in my face
The clouds open up
I felt the presence of the failure
Eyes always watching
and I know it will never give up
My tormentor
lives in every shadow
The only way to heaven
was to go through hell
As I look inside my mind
to these stars
So close could almost touch them yet so far
From my sheltered
Existence
My mind's a feeding ground
You were the only star
(how did I find myself here)
in this place of ashes
I'm dragging this cross behind me
You watched me wallow absence
You took me to a place
where I could never die
Something has stalked across
the boundaries through all defenses
and crawled into my
Thorn filled cradle
I couldn't change it all for you
You know you can't resist me
If I follow you blindly can you
promise me god
As I look inside my mind to these stars
So close could almost touch them yet so far
From my sheltered
Existence
My mind's a feeding ground
I am the voice
that reassures you that you're really nothing
I am the spit
you didn't have the confidence to wipe off your face
I was there behind her eyes
the last time you ever saw her
I was in the walls
every night when you cried yourself to sleep
I am the reason
you had a face not even a mother could love
I fueled your hate for all those who've left you
and I'm not about to let up
I am the Failure
I'll never go away