Never Want to lose control
tempted by the cruel unknown
Tested by a diction
Never thought I'd be its victim
I can feel it deep within
Calling out to me again
Should've seen the symptons
Forced to face this core reflection
Every breath is mine to take
I wont slip away
After all I've seen
There's so much more to believe
If I'm gonna survive
I'll make it barely alive
Theres no place to hide
I'm feelin' sick inside
If im gonna survive
I'll make it barely alive
God i missed so many sights
Wasted years upon my life
Did it by desicions
Conquered by my superstitions
Constant struggles day to day
theres always something in the way
minded by my demons
Never were the voice of reason
Every breath is mine to take
I wont slip away
After all I've seen
There's so much more to believe
If I'm gonna survive
I'll make it barely alive
Theres no place to hide
I'm feelin' sick inside
If im gonna survive
I'll make it barely alive
I'll make it barely alive
After all I've seen
There's so much more to believe
If I'm gonna survive
I'll make it barely alive
Theres no place to hide
I'm feelin' sick inside
If im gonna survive
I'll make it barely alive
I'll make it barely alive
tempted by the cruel unknown
Tested by a diction
Never thought I'd be its victim
I can feel it deep within
Calling out to me again
Should've seen the symptons
Forced to face this core reflection
Every breath is mine to take
I wont slip away
After all I've seen
There's so much more to believe
If I'm gonna survive
I'll make it barely alive
Theres no place to hide
I'm feelin' sick inside
If im gonna survive
I'll make it barely alive
God i missed so many sights
Wasted years upon my life
Did it by desicions
Conquered by my superstitions
Constant struggles day to day
theres always something in the way
minded by my demons
Never were the voice of reason
Every breath is mine to take
I wont slip away
After all I've seen
There's so much more to believe
If I'm gonna survive
I'll make it barely alive
Theres no place to hide
I'm feelin' sick inside
If im gonna survive
I'll make it barely alive
I'll make it barely alive
After all I've seen
There's so much more to believe
If I'm gonna survive
I'll make it barely alive
Theres no place to hide
I'm feelin' sick inside
If im gonna survive
I'll make it barely alive
I'll make it barely alive