Evil Smile Lyrics

You were unable to cope with your own life
You destroyed yourself while pretending to fight
Always needing to prove you were right
To cover the guilt that held you so tight
I don't care about your ideal life
I don't care about your mean mind
I won't wait for your sudden attacks
I won't surrender and I'll fight back
I'll let the fire burn my hopes
I'll feed my ego until I choke
I'll leave the hate exploding outside
I'll laugh in the end at your evil smile

I let you back in, so many times
What I always feared was more than a doubt
You always knew where to find the sore
while sitting behind that slammed door

I don't care about your ideal life
I don't care about your mean mind
I won't wait for your sudden attacks
I won't surrender and I'll fight back
I'll let the fire burn my hopes
I'll feed my ego until I choke
I'll leave the hate exploding outside
I'll laugh in the end at your evil smile
I always knew the moment would come
when I'd let you go and I'd stare at these walls
falling asleep unable to stand
the fullness of silence
the touch of your hands

But I'll let the fire burn my hopes
I'll feed my ego until I choke
I'll let the my anger explode with bile
I'll turn away one last time your evil smile
It takes a lot of pain
to close my eyes
It takes a lot of pain
to walk away
It takes a lot of pain
to leave you there
It takes a lot of pain
to fight despair
I wont be begging anymore
I wont annoy you anymore
I wont be asking anymore
I wont be around you anymore
I wont defend you anymore
I wont hold hands anymore
I wont...

added by @hamid_zoso