hard to breathe every moment hurts and sleep is just a temporary cure is it selfish or is it human what's the purpose who's in charge and who the f*** do I think I'm fooling when there is no quick fix you need to stomach through torn between the minutes of stable and new sick to my insides again sick to my insides I need to clear my head need to follow through need to figure out the undefined you what if no option is the right one I may need a second opinion