headed for a breakdown again twenty worlds of thought constantly crushing my subconscious gutted by the brain wolves again it's tough to stand up tall without any of your own organs constellation which one do I follow to solidify the ground beneath my feet and make it more than hollow tuck myself in under the earth tonight craving warmth and comfort learning lessons in a man's frame still an adolescent under skin and skull digs into my bones just the way I wanted it now I got all of it just the way I wanted it now I got all of it just the way I wanted it now I got it huddled under the cold moonlight one eye towards the sky hanging on the b-side of Siamese Dream sand between my toes and traditional medicine is so easy to swallow until you choke it's even tougher when you know what's coming some choices can leave you wide open it's even tougher when you know what's coming