"Drug Thing" Lyrics

Hmmm..
just for a momennt
for the wink of an eye
just for a heartbeat it was alive
just for an instant
for the moment inbetween
just for a second it was true
keep looking for things to blame
if it makes you content
it?s something you will never tame
or even understand what meant

just for the sake of it
I kept those secrets in my heart
it would only hurt you if you knew
this isn?t your century
you don?t belong here at all
I need my high to break the fall
blame it on the energy
and you can blame it on the need
it?s not just a drug thing
frying the brain trying to stay sane
it?s too much of a part of me
this nondescript lethargy...

blame it on........etc

you can understand the energy
you can understand the need
it?s not just a drug thing
frying the brain trying to stay sane (x3