How many times
have you closed your eyes
and listened to the rain
beating on your window?
Fell into a deep sleep
and never wanted to wake up to reality,
with a blank expression on every face
My angst ripped through the pages
where I fell asleep
with a half empty pen
by my side
Insecurities are hidden with the comforting words
"I love you"
meaningless as the next "f*** you"
A broken staircase
never seemed so f****** inviting,
wherever I'm going
I know I'm going f****** down
It's still raining out,
and the drains are almost full
It's a reminder
of all those times
I wish we stayed behind locked doors
Dead s***e is eating me alive
from the inside out,
leaving a gut
sinking feeling
Will I ever make this on my own?
have you closed your eyes
and listened to the rain
beating on your window?
Fell into a deep sleep
and never wanted to wake up to reality,
with a blank expression on every face
My angst ripped through the pages
where I fell asleep
with a half empty pen
by my side
Insecurities are hidden with the comforting words
"I love you"
meaningless as the next "f*** you"
A broken staircase
never seemed so f****** inviting,
wherever I'm going
I know I'm going f****** down
It's still raining out,
and the drains are almost full
It's a reminder
of all those times
I wish we stayed behind locked doors
Dead s***e is eating me alive
from the inside out,
leaving a gut
sinking feeling
Will I ever make this on my own?