Curtains Closing Lyrics

never been sure of
what life was made of
i dont want to live
without knowing an end
and sometimes i wonder,
have you ever screamed my name
in the middle of the night

it becomes an everyday swore,
its never healing
the sun hasn't shined
for years in this life
so we force ourselves sick
to just self destruct
digging deeper into the ground, alone.
i closed my eyes

close the curtains.
lock the doors.
voices i tried to ignore
i tried. i failed. i hated. i have died

and i wonder,
have you ever screamed my name
in the middle of the night