Wait Steady Lyrics

How many times can I tell myself
I"m not ready for another breakdown
If I could reach a bit deeper
I could be easy breath out and think now
I"ve got to get the inside out
shake the sound of the outside knockin
From the shakes to the tremors
to the quakes and I"m d*** near frozen
Wait steady ready set go
I"m not worried about tomorrow
all our time is borrowed
I"m taking back today

Jesus Christ this time it"s bad
like I swallowed a glass of thumbtacs
I get up and spit blood
from all of the battles
I"m rattled but I"m not dead
I know I face this on my own
I was/chosen by this road I own
Up to what I love the
pain is a gift not a symptom
Right now
I swear I"m takin back today

I"m takin back today
I"m not blissful invisible
Watchin life like it"s cinema
Silent and cynical Waiting alone
I"ve paid enough into the pot
and p***** away every last drop of patience
Right or wrong the line"s been drawn
lets take it right now

Right now Right now Right now
I"m gonna take it back today
Right now Right now Right now
I"m runnin for takin back today