Nothing but a Heartbeat Lyrics

It feels like time is slipping away.
Every day of my life has been nothing
I'm feeling trapped inside myself, an urge to destroy
A majestic figure, torn to pieces, drowned by alcohol
I shut him out, I close the door, leaving myself behind
I'm a disease with no cure - a pill to swallow down
A rush for the head - but then it's over
I'm gone again - until the next time
I'm gone again - until the next time
This is not a pleasant thought, I'm feeling scared
I wake up every day, knowing he won't remember
anything I said
Why is this happening to me?

I'm a disease with no cure - a pill to swallow down
A rush for the head - but then it's over
I'm gone again - until the next time
I'm gone again - until the next time