Winter in July Lyrics

I STAY AWAY
TRY NOT TO CALL BUT
SOMETHING KEEPS DRAWING ME IN
KEEP THINKING BACK
TO WHAT WE HAD
WILL WE EVER HAVE THIS TIME AGAIN
SO MANY CHANGES
IT ALL FEELS SO STRANGE... SO COLD

YES THIS IS FOR REAL
THAT'S WHY IT FEELS LIKE I'M FROZEN
WINTER IN JULY
THERE'S NO SUN IN THE SKY
JUST LIKE ICE
I'M FALLEN AND BROKEN
WINTER IN JULY

I LIE AWAKE
COUNTING SECONDS OFF THE CLOCK
TO HALT MY TEARS
IN THIS CROWED ROOM
I'M ALL ALONE
I WATCH THE DOOR
LIKE YOU WERE HERE
SO MANY ANSWERS
THAT I WANNA KNOW... I'M SO TORN

YES THIS IS FOR REAL
THAT'S WHY IT FEELS LIKE I'M FROZEN
WINTER IN JULY
THERE'S NO SUN IN THE SKY
JUST LIKE ICE
I'M FALLEN AND BROKEN
WINTER IN JULY
HARD TO FIND THE WORDS
TO MAKE IT REAL
TO EXPRESS THE WAY
YOU MAKE ME FEEL
I COULD'VE SWORN
I SAID I DIDN'T NEED YOU... BUT NOW
I'VE FINALLY WOKEN UP TO REALIZE
I WAS REALLY PUSHING YOU ASIDE
AND YOU KNOW
I'M NOT HALF AS STRONG AS I MADE OUT