Turn Away Lyrics

I look for a different structure, I hope for a bit more time
I know that a different place won"t put my troubles on a different mind
I work with a tired structure, set down on a hazy mind
I fight for a new direction hoping there"s one to find and
No I won"t, no I won"t turn this away the pain of this all
As it grows I know I won"t walk away from change of it all
And when all is said and all is done and all is said and all is done
I"m afraid of a distant future, I"m scared that I got no time
I live with a real fear the fear I got won"t go
I"m tired "cuz I ain"t been sleeping, I"m stuck in the things I hide
I know that I"m still living open up your eyes and say
No I won"t, no I won"t turn this away the pain of this all
As it grows I know I won"t walk away from change of it all
And when all is said and all is done and all is said and all is done
Am I afraid of my faults? I wouldn"t think so...