I Know the Truth Lyrics

How did I come to this?
How did I slip and fall?
How did I throw half a lifetime away
Without any thought at all?
This should have been my time
It's over, it never began
I closed my eyes to so much for so long
And I no longer can

I try to blame it on fortune
Some kind of shift in the stars
But I know the truth and it haunts me
It's flown just a little too far

And I know the truth and it mocks me
I know the truth and it shocks me
It's flown just a little too far
Why do I want her still?
Why, when there's nothing there?
How to go on with the rest of my life
To pretend I don't care

This should've been my time
It's over, it never began
I closed my eyes to so much for so long
And I no longer can
I try to blame it on fortune
Some kind of twist in my fate
But I know the truth and it haunts me
I learned it a little too late

I know the truth and it mocks me
I know the truth and it shocks me
I learned it just a little too late