Gods of Rapture (live) Lyrics

I feel
torn apart
a vile misfit fallen
deep into
affliction
of my hollow mind
the sense
of suffocation
grows inside my lungs
when I wake
into truth
I'm back among the blind

the truth of lies disenchanting my eyes
how can I survive I can't stand being

alive
alive

gods of rapture
enshrouding my eyes
I try to hide
then slowly I die
die
my past
laugh at me
from the other side of negation
untying the lasting few
cords of common sense
submerged
into the flow
the rapids of addiction
too weak
to push it back
a worm without defence

my flesh
fading
undressing the bones
behold me
naked
cadaver exposed
my abuse
I can't take it no more
no more
the fragile truth
sneering at me
with teeth pressed
like thrusting nails
into my head
all my life I regret
I regret
f****** regret my life
my life
f****** sucks