Solitary Echo (Bruises and Guilt) Lyrics

My mind is shipwrecked

My mind is so shipwrecked
that I"m floating like a seed
in the wind with no direction
Lost, I fall down
Through the grey areas of my inner self
that seem to be filled with nothing
but rejections upon bruises and guilt
Lost, I land hard
Solitary, like a fool in his echo
There is no decoration here
and my soul stands for nothing
Lost, I grab myself together

All I grabbed is a seldom
inability to construct a future
No seed will grow of my barren earth
Lost, I stand alone

Exiled, different and disdained
Everything I have is dissolving
like the medicines I take
Lost and left for dead
Corpselike I"m staring to the ceiling
praying for help