the sudden realisation that not all is what it seems
Rises somehow exponentially
It turns from a cry and then a scream and then a howl
An endless broken-down soliloquy
Pain can force the hand and turn the mind
The pictures taint the judgement of the times
Then I turn around and see a wreck strewn on the rug
The pictures and the pain you'll never know
The pictures and the pain that I was given unto you
From scarring you
Something's removed for you
So I add the fuel to the fire
And try to find an answer in the mire
First the flames are comfort but the smoke gets in the eye
There's only so much left that one can burn
And now I find I'm dancing 'round the ashes
Of the branches that I've burned
I take nothing from the rest of it I've burned
So the will relentlessly goes by
Just cuts the rut a little deeper down
This youthful smile has turned into a frown
The eyes forever down
The spark forever drowned
I'll sing us a ???
???
And I use up the last of what's left
And if I ever joke to forget
???
It's disturbing the call of the ???
I am lost in this mortal refrain
All re-a***yzing this day
This tainted breath of ice again
And if what you said is true
I can doubt you if they are true
Based on death I can run to forget
All these that you're bound to have missed
And with dreams I could breathe
So prfoundly I finally could sleep
Undisturbed by the demons of shame
I design a final betray
Oh, how we fell
And how is one supposed to mourn if one is not entirely sure what's died?
And if it's dead then it's dead then it's dead
Why can't I cry?
And all the things you told me that you read upon my palm
They were lies
Say that they were lies
Rises somehow exponentially
It turns from a cry and then a scream and then a howl
An endless broken-down soliloquy
Pain can force the hand and turn the mind
The pictures taint the judgement of the times
Then I turn around and see a wreck strewn on the rug
The pictures and the pain you'll never know
The pictures and the pain that I was given unto you
From scarring you
Something's removed for you
So I add the fuel to the fire
And try to find an answer in the mire
First the flames are comfort but the smoke gets in the eye
There's only so much left that one can burn
And now I find I'm dancing 'round the ashes
Of the branches that I've burned
I take nothing from the rest of it I've burned
So the will relentlessly goes by
Just cuts the rut a little deeper down
This youthful smile has turned into a frown
The eyes forever down
The spark forever drowned
I'll sing us a ???
???
And I use up the last of what's left
And if I ever joke to forget
???
It's disturbing the call of the ???
I am lost in this mortal refrain
All re-a***yzing this day
This tainted breath of ice again
And if what you said is true
I can doubt you if they are true
Based on death I can run to forget
All these that you're bound to have missed
And with dreams I could breathe
So prfoundly I finally could sleep
Undisturbed by the demons of shame
I design a final betray
Oh, how we fell
And how is one supposed to mourn if one is not entirely sure what's died?
And if it's dead then it's dead then it's dead
Why can't I cry?
And all the things you told me that you read upon my palm
They were lies
Say that they were lies