Carried Lyrics

Don't know what's eating me today I'm not in love I'm not missin' anyone
Kind of heartache I just can't seem to put my finger on it
Jesus I know you're out there in there out there somewhere in here everywhere
Caught me tugging on a wound that never heals I know you must know how it feels Caught stealing when I was a little kid bad attention for my evil little twin
She's a liar
I've always been like this
Carried it with me since my mother carried
Carried it with me since my mother carried
Carried it with me since my mother carried
Carried it with me since my mother carried me

It's a wonder I have any friends at all I'm subhuman a ratty ball of string
I don't want you to love me then I'd have to start making sense
And I've prayed for a stigmata stain let me p**** the hole fill it up with clay
All this color makes me tired sometimes I wish I saw in grey
Carried it with me since my mother carried
Carried it with me since my mother carried
Carried it with me since my mother carried
Carried it with me since my mother carried me

I'm cruisin' on a blissed out fog
I'm kissin' you, I get kissed a lot
Looking for soul between the fleshpots is makin' me wanna go cannibal
Carried it with me since my mother carried
Carried it with me since my mother carried
Carried it with me since my mother carried
Carried it with me since my mother carried me