Colours Lyrics

I close my eyes and tell myself
When I feel judged by someone else
That love, love, love begins with me
I dig in deep and must reveal
the secret for my heart to heal
No lies, lies, lies or make believe
My stones and sticks, I Pitch em quick and get in the way of myself again

And then I say

I am not afraid
I know how to be brave
In a million shades of gray
my colors never fade
Bitter words can't stain
Wash out or strip away
In the best and worst if days
My colours never fade
Mending all my imperfections
Unravels me in all directions
and its hard, hard, hard so hard to breathe
Can't pave my road with good intentions
Frightened by my own inventions
Oh, When, when, when will I believe