Mama I'm so sorry if this breaks your heart
But genetically this child was cursed from the start
A poster child for the chemically unbalanced
I try to explain but my words are all silenced
Mama I'm so sorry if this breaks your heart
My father takes blame we share this disease
They say the apple doesn't never fall far from the tree
When the progress I made is packaged with set backs
Recovering junkie I f*** up and relapse
Father I'm so sorry if this breaks your heart
I just need a place to rest my head
I never felt safe outside my bed and I swear this is my last try I know I swore this last time
It's like Jesus Christ I'm back from the dead crucified over and over again
And I swear this is my last try yeah I know I swore this last time
So your only son died 10 years ago
I quietly bowed out let no one else know
About the internal affairs that nobody noticed
I kept to myself like a closed casket service
But genetically this child was cursed from the start
A poster child for the chemically unbalanced
I try to explain but my words are all silenced
Mama I'm so sorry if this breaks your heart
My father takes blame we share this disease
They say the apple doesn't never fall far from the tree
When the progress I made is packaged with set backs
Recovering junkie I f*** up and relapse
Father I'm so sorry if this breaks your heart
I just need a place to rest my head
I never felt safe outside my bed and I swear this is my last try I know I swore this last time
It's like Jesus Christ I'm back from the dead crucified over and over again
And I swear this is my last try yeah I know I swore this last time
So your only son died 10 years ago
I quietly bowed out let no one else know
About the internal affairs that nobody noticed
I kept to myself like a closed casket service