d*** It Lyrics

I've been telling myself
That I'm fine on my own
Trying to be up
But I'm down to the bone
Cause I'm living a lie
Baby I'm living a lie
And the harder I'm trying
The harder I fall
I'm telling myself I don't miss you at all
And I'm wondering why
Baby I'm wondering why

Oh I'm faking
That I'm standing tall
But I'm breaking
And every road that I'm taking
Is leading me back to the past

d*** it I'm loving you
d*** I'm not over you
I don't wanna lie that I'm doing alright
Doing oh baby I'm doing alright
d*** it I let you go
Baby I didn't know
It's crazy to think
That I'm doing alright
Doing oh babe I ain't doing alright

I've been telling myself
I was free from your spell
Dropped off in heaven
But woke up in hell
And I'm telling you why
Baby I'm telling you why
I've been fooling myself
I'd be cool without you
Played every card just to cover the truth
And it's making me cry
Baby it's making me cry

Oh I'm waking up to a world that is shaking
And every turn that I'm taking
Is leading me into your arms

d*** it I'm loving you
d*** I'm not over you
I don't wanna lie that I'm doing alright
Doing oh baby I'm doing alright
d*** it I let you go
Baby I didn't know
It's crazy to think
That I'm doing alright
Doing oh babe I ain't doing alright
I know that I've been a fool
And I'm sorry for the rest of my life
How could I think that I'd make it
Without you I'll never survive

I've been telling myself
That I'm fine on my own
Trying to be up
But I'm down to the bone
Cause I'm living a lie
Baby I'm living a lie

d*** it I'm loving you
d*** I'm not over you
I don't wanna lie that I'm doing alright
Doing oh baby I'm doing alright
d*** it I let you go
Baby I didn't know
It's crazy to think
That I'm doing alright
Doing oh babe I ain't doing alright