the chemicals in my head i feel them sloshing an swishing. i'm ok i keep my eyes closed wishing. there's letters written but no letter sending. are you going to treat people like they're never ending? are you going to be ok or just keep pretending? moving my mouth over your mason jar, tracing the s***e where your lips were. pinky to thumb on my lover's hand, touch me as much as you possibly can. i know i fell in love the way you crossed your legs. afternoon on a quiet day. i think about when you'll be forty. and maybe you'll have kids then, they'd be really lucky. a lover a table a kitchen a tele. i'm half paper airplane on my mother's side. but half isn't enough to ever learn to fly. problems at home i've always been asked. and, have you found yourself a safe place yet? i say i can't move out, my home is my head. the chemicals in my head i feel them sloshing and swishing. i'm ok i keep my eyes closed wishing. there's letters written but no letter sending. are you going to treat people like they're never ending? are you going to be ok? are you going to be ok? are you going to be ok?