How to Stop Lyrics

What was it for?
All these things I carried
Inside for so long
Is this my score, did you let me win
Why let me begin?
You're ignorant, selfish, vulgar
Still so beautiful
I went down on my knees
With my hands down, my head down
Wasn't it through blood
That you coloured my face
When I fell outta grace
Or was it true love, I died for
Sixteen times you showed me how to stop
What was it like?
Did you open your mouth
While you let him in?
How was your night
Did it pleasure the way that it used to do?
You made me throw up
'Cause I couldn't sleep myself away
Couldn't see the ground
With my hands down and my head down
Wasn't it through blood
That you coloured my face
When I fell outta grace
Or was it true love, I died for
Sixteen times you showed me how to stop