I'm always backed into a corner, I'm always feeling insecure. I always tend toward disorder, I always seem so self-a**ured. Now it's time, now it's time for me to go outside and face the world again. I'm always judging from a distance, I never like to get too close. These people are so involved with themselves, they're always at each other's throats. Now it's time, now it's time for me to go outside and face the world again. Go against the grain, they'll follow suit. This city's full of empty souls, partaking in evening rituals. They drown their sorrows then go cold. Unconscious, repeat the process. Down into the river, into the ocean, into an open sea. Drown me in it, take me under, take me with you please. Am I a number, a mere statistic, a triviality? When did I ever agree to this? Well ignorance is bliss and oh! Is this really what life is all about? Chasing dreams until they all run out. All of this was illusory at best, looking out for nothing. This is where we part, this is the where the story ends, well I can't let it.