Double or Nothing Lyrics

It's like a dream, like a nightmare,
like a fairy f****** tale.
The way I always try to forget you
but I always seem to fail.
Don't give up.
Don't give in.
Don't let her take control of you.
But I never listen to myself.

Double or nothing,
I swear that I'll be different this time.
I swear on my mother's eyes.
I'll leave my baggage at the door
except the bags under my eyes.
Those stay with me.
I'd kill to remember
just so I could learn from my mistakes.
But it's all a blur now,
so I guess that I'll be f****** up for good now.
I don't know why I even try anymore.
Must be my obsession with
making myself so miserable.

I wonder if you ever wonder what I'm doing.
I wonder if you care.
I wonder if you ever wonder how I'm feeling.
I wonder if you'll ever love me again.

Probably not.