I crave the days we spent not b***ing heads.
The nights we spent in separate beds.
Every step I thought you'd take with me
is lost because you don't know who to be.
I'm not waiting around for you, or for this, anymore.
I hope you're happy, but don't you dare call me again.
I regret that I ever thought we had a chance.
I tore my heart out,
buried it deep inside the ground.
I didn't want it to be found,
didn't want it with you around.
I found something new,
something better and I can't let you affect that.
I can't let my resolve crack.
I'm not waiting around for you, or for this, anymore.
I hope you're happy, but don't you dare call me again.
I regret that I ever thought we had a chance.
My mind's stuck on the past.
Stuck on photographs
and painting mental pictures
using thoughts and words I misheard.
I guess I miss her,
just enough to never tear myself away for good.
But would I even if I could?
I doubt I'll let this go.
I'll hold it over your head.
And when I hear your name,
I know I'll never forget.
I doubt I'll care anymore.
Just live my life wasting breath.
But when you hear my name,
I hope you're filled with regret.
The nights we spent in separate beds.
Every step I thought you'd take with me
is lost because you don't know who to be.
I'm not waiting around for you, or for this, anymore.
I hope you're happy, but don't you dare call me again.
I regret that I ever thought we had a chance.
I tore my heart out,
buried it deep inside the ground.
I didn't want it to be found,
didn't want it with you around.
I found something new,
something better and I can't let you affect that.
I can't let my resolve crack.
I'm not waiting around for you, or for this, anymore.
I hope you're happy, but don't you dare call me again.
I regret that I ever thought we had a chance.
My mind's stuck on the past.
Stuck on photographs
and painting mental pictures
using thoughts and words I misheard.
I guess I miss her,
just enough to never tear myself away for good.
But would I even if I could?
I doubt I'll let this go.
I'll hold it over your head.
And when I hear your name,
I know I'll never forget.
I doubt I'll care anymore.
Just live my life wasting breath.
But when you hear my name,
I hope you're filled with regret.