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here I stay away
can't remember who I am
fading everyday
destroying all I can
shaking while I pray
nowhere else to start
the more I stay awake
the more it falls apart
I have torn off all my skin
just to feel a release
if I killed anything
it was only me
I'm drowning here at last
not the same as before
I'm crossing out the pain
there is nothing more
inside a frozen cage
the rust it lines my skin
crumble to my knees
reflecting to begin
a wound to block the pain
a scar I will not stitch
echoes in my brain
starts to make me itch
and here I wait for you
a beaten up disaster
angel or devil
doesn't ever matter
I'm tearing off all my skin
is this what I should be?
I'm killing everything
I'm killing, killing me

and I'll be satisfied
not to read between the lines
if I could just find something
but I'm alone, I have nothing