Ruin Me Lyrics

there is a demon standing at my door
too afraid to see what is inside of me
there is a demon standing at my door
think it's haunting me, keeps on taunting me
it's not the same as before
but it's plain to see wants to ruin me
it's hard to leave what I adore
all insane to me, I can't fall asleep
I've had enough and I want more
keeps on calling me and I'm far too weak
I can't start where I was before
tried remembering, won't come back to me
under the ground, another place
rest in the ashes, rest underneath
I never thought I would end up just like you
I never noticed that is something I'd want to
make believe that I'm all fixed up I won't
I came to take and I wanted it all

I wanted it all
make believe that I'm all fixed up