Landmines and Landslides Lyrics

Dear "you won't answer me"
did you honestly
think I'd ever leave?
if you'd somehow just believe me
you've gotta know right now
that these words still sting...
I've lost everything
I've ever touched.
the results were eating me up
for once I've had enough

Landmines-landslides no matter how I try
Landmines-landslides every single time

I fell asleep while watching tv
while the living dead
they walk my streets this evening
this sitting target's been
stuck on the couch again
pretending I'm stable when the panic sets in
the results were eating me up
for once I've had enough
Landmines-landslides no matter how I try
I'm destined for disaster
a failure by design
Landmines-landslides every single time
I'm destined for disaster
I'm trapped on every side
You know how hard I try sometimes
you can see it in my eyes
it's always eating me alive
the day to day of getting by
self-control from all the helplessness I've known
I'm a wreck lacking confidence there's no arguments you know

Landmines-landslides no matter how I try
I'm destined for disaster
a failure by design
Landmines-landslides every single time
I'm destined for disaster
I'm trapped on every side