Abnorm Desolation Lyrics

I travel through the cold depths of my mind
Not knowing when, where and how this journey ends
Emptiness is serving my brain with fear
The abyss looks inside of me unfold my innerself
I know this is my gravestone
The destruction of all flesh and solitude
The memory of endless pain
You don't speak the truth
Just evil lies
It hurts my soul
Don't you know?
Don't you f****** know?
I'm on my knees
Eternal fall
Liar/Betrayer!!!
I wander on this graveyard of myself
Suicidal thoughts accompany my ways
While I'm getting stuck in these swamps of grief
Where insanity reigns
Maybe I'm lost here
'Cause my mind drifts away
Oh, no longer can I bear this suffering
No more will I listen to their lies

You don't speak the truth
Just evil lies It hurts my soul
Don't you know?
Don't you f****** know?
I'm on my knees
Eternal fall
Soon I'll be dead
I wander on the mental spheres of myself
And I know there's no way back
And NO RETURN!

Abnorm desolation - I hate myself
Abnorm desolation - I wanna kill myself