Hurtful Lyrics

I used to laugh it off
I used to look the other way
I used to save them troubles for another day
I kept my fingers crossed
I used to never take the blame
I'd pull a sunshine story in pouring rain
The more I had to change I just stayed the same
the same, the same, I stayed the same

You don't know what you've got
'till you're missing it a lot
I had to go, throw it away
I was wrong from the start
from the bottom of my heart
I apologize
What I did to you was hurtful
What I'm going through is hurtful

I used to bide my time
I used to beat around the bush
I'd rather give my ego another push
I used to be a fool
It was a foolish game I played
And it's a fool's fate counting the mistakes I've made
once I had it right, it was all too late
too late, too late, too little too late

You don't know what you've got
'till you're missing it a lot
I had to go, throw it away
I was wrong from the start
from the bottom of my heart
I apologize
What I did to you was hurtful
What I'm going through is hurtful
What I'm going through is hurtful
it is hurtful, it's hurtful
What I did to you was hurtful
What I'm going through is hurtful

I was wrong from the start
from the bottom of my heart
I apologize
What I did to you was hurtful
What I'm going through is hurtful