On New Year's Day Lyrics

I'll drink my problems away, hey-
I miss the way you taste, hey-
But it's never this warm in November
I'm usually holding you close, safe from the cold
CHORUS:
This will be our last November
I'm praying I make it through December
But I know it will be a blue, blue, blue Christmas
On New Year's day I'll start all over
My resolution is try to stay sober
Get out of the house, maybe find a new lover, hey-

You just seemed happy today, around him
I wish I could give away, just not to him
And today I drove by the miniature golf course
Where we played putt-putt after we ate Chinese
And I catch myself driving to the spot
The secret spot that saw all the love made
And heard stories of somedays
CHORUS:
This will be our last November
I'm praying I make it through December
But I know it will be a blue, blue, blue Christmas
On New Year's day I'll start all over
My resolution is try to stay sober
Get out of this house, maybe find a new lover
I could complain and b**** and moan and cry
Then curl up and die
But it's not my style; I've never been that kind of guy
So I just get back on my feet
Stop wearing it on my sleeve
I'm not wearing this on my sleeve anymore

If you really love me, you'll let me let go
So let me let go, just let me let go-
If you really love me, you'll let me let go,
So let me let go, let me let go-