Lonely
Am I though I try
To look otherwise
Laugh or smile
Disguise or rather hide
The insecurities is it I feed
You ask
Why mask what the f*** is going on with me?
f***
Why should you care?
And I remember thinking to myself
God if you're up there send me down someone
Who gives a f***
It's hard living, it's hard times
In my mind
Doubt everything around me
Yet I say
You're not fine
I tell myself
You're not right
It's insane the things I wish that I had felt
Like the piercing sting of a father's belt
Because tough love is still love
Love's tough, I know this much
I'll tell you right now m********** life's harder when you got none
s***
And yet still I try
They say the guilty dog barks first
And I've been barking till my f****** throat hurts
They say the guilty dog barks first
And I've been barking till my throat hurts
For many years I've tried
To escape what makes me, me
But all I wanted my whole life was for someone to give a f***
Am I though I try
To look otherwise
Laugh or smile
Disguise or rather hide
The insecurities is it I feed
You ask
Why mask what the f*** is going on with me?
f***
Why should you care?
And I remember thinking to myself
God if you're up there send me down someone
Who gives a f***
It's hard living, it's hard times
In my mind
Doubt everything around me
Yet I say
You're not fine
I tell myself
You're not right
It's insane the things I wish that I had felt
Like the piercing sting of a father's belt
Because tough love is still love
Love's tough, I know this much
I'll tell you right now m********** life's harder when you got none
s***
And yet still I try
They say the guilty dog barks first
And I've been barking till my f****** throat hurts
They say the guilty dog barks first
And I've been barking till my throat hurts
For many years I've tried
To escape what makes me, me
But all I wanted my whole life was for someone to give a f***