Should I Lyrics

Oh, just another b***** day
I've gone the ways they said that I should go
And now sands of time have brought decay
The hand of fate is in control
Oh, thousand voices calling me
To sail the seas that only I would know
I hear human sirens everywhere
Their evil tongues have turrned to stone
Chorus:
Shoud I, should I
Pretend and close my eyes:
Should I, should I
Sit in or just one more time
Should I, should I
Hold back just to survive
Should I, should I
Give in like other times before