Waking up I can't feel my f****** legs
Loosing my mind loosing faith in man kind,
I can't count on anyone but family and friends nobody understands.
Now I can't feel my hands depression clouds my head while I'm strapped to this bed,
Depression clouds my head while I'm strapped in this bed.
Striking matches on my feet pins
And needles everywhere cinder blocks tied to my legs
You don't know real pain is this real or is it fake is it something I can shake,
You don't know real f****** pain until you feel mine
Losing faith on a bathroom floor curled up in a ball,
I can't take this anymore,
Yes I can say this has made me into a better man
Please try to understand that suffering comes before enlightenment.
I'm losing time to do what I want to do
Cold inside I'm holding on you better f****** move back on the top
No looking back I'll run right through you this disease will not kill me or bring me down on bit
I don't care if you don't understand you probably never will,
This disease will not kill me or bring me down one bit
One bit there's to many things in front of me
For me to give a s***.
Loosing my mind loosing faith in man kind,
I can't count on anyone but family and friends nobody understands.
Now I can't feel my hands depression clouds my head while I'm strapped to this bed,
Depression clouds my head while I'm strapped in this bed.
Striking matches on my feet pins
And needles everywhere cinder blocks tied to my legs
You don't know real pain is this real or is it fake is it something I can shake,
You don't know real f****** pain until you feel mine
Losing faith on a bathroom floor curled up in a ball,
I can't take this anymore,
Yes I can say this has made me into a better man
Please try to understand that suffering comes before enlightenment.
I'm losing time to do what I want to do
Cold inside I'm holding on you better f****** move back on the top
No looking back I'll run right through you this disease will not kill me or bring me down on bit
I don't care if you don't understand you probably never will,
This disease will not kill me or bring me down one bit
One bit there's to many things in front of me
For me to give a s***.