Forcing Out the Silence Lyrics

Silently obsessing
over the upsetting
word that come.
Forgive me tonight.
I picked out a corner
I feel the sweat pouring
my jacket's tight
as we sit down to dine.
We toast.
Composed.
Push away the (fouls?)
(and then did to?)
the soaring eyes
the sorry eyes.

We've been...

Leaning in fire
we fall out, we find out
built up inside us,
we hold out, we hold out.
Forcing out the silence.
I'll make up for what's happening.
I make up for what's going to be.
I'll make it up.
At seventeen I
woke and I left behind
all traces of my
springtide life.
At seventeen times
would errupt
but I won't deny.
I still haven't tried
to begin to recover
that seventeenth summer.
It was the best I'd remember
'cause after that summer
I'd never recover
that seventeenth summer.
It was the best I'd remember
'cause after that summer
I'd never recover.
Leaning in fire
we fall out, we find out
built up inside us,
we hold out, we held out.

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Tried and you wanted to find
something inside and I won't deny.
Holding up lights, burn my eyes,
I would never disown you,
not in my life.