Lonely Alone Lyrics

How long did it take to find this letter
I know it wasn't right when you got home
Was it about the time you starting getting hungry
And looked to see what I left on the stove
Did it ever cross your mind to even worry
To wonder where I am
Is everything all right
No that's why I left it on your pillow
That's the only place I cross your mind

I refuse to be with you and be forgotten
So this afternoon I thought why not just go
After all I'm already lonely
I might as well be lonely alone
Maybe I've become a different woman
Or maybe you became a different man
You wonder why I'm doin' what I'm doin'
Well I'm not expecting you to understand
Cause you had no idea this was coming
How could you when I've always been just there
But you just go on taking me for granted
And for the first time in my life I don't care
I refuse to be with you and be forgotten
So this afternoon I thought why not just go
After all I'm already lonely
I might as well be lonely alone
After all I'm already lonely
I might as well be lonely alone