In Search of the Sun Lyrics

I wished at the sun and I looked to the sky
When I saw a man with blood all over his eye
I looked at the man, and I asked what"s wrong
'The sun I"ve found, but I burned my face'
I wondered if I could find that sun
So I packed my things in a well worn case
He must have lied, I thought to myself
Or he couldn"t be burnt in his infinite

To the hillsides I went, to experience
A loneliness that I must know
And I ran for miles till the world was around
But I knew I was wrong with what I had found
I looked to the sun, and I asked what"s wrong
And I thought I"m going to the clubs through Avalon
And I kicked and hit everyone in sight
But no, I"d never be, whenever a glimpse of light

I joined a gang, got mixed up in vice
So I would find what killing was like
I must read of the life we lead
Many things I"ve tried and found
But I was just nowhere back where I belong
My passions are greater than I could stand
To be a part, I must be numb

How I screamed
For days I tried to see the joke
My ignorance was something I couldn"t find
There was just a poor helpless human being