I'm Sorry Sweet Emily Lyrics

all of the lovebirds are quiet tonight
they must have all fallen asleep
but I've got a hunger as big as my eyes
and a promise that I'll never keep
I know I shouldn't be out here
cause no one loves you more than me
but I don't think I'm coming home tonight
I'm sorry, my sweet emily

all of your friends are like angels
the role models I'll never be
with habits they kick like booze and cigarettes
but this thing is much bigger than me
and I know I shouldn't be out here
cause no one loves you more than me
but I don't think I'm coming home tonight
I'm sorry, my sweet emily

and I couldn't save you
cause I ???? in myself
half of me begs for forgiveness
but half of me just wants to die
and I can't resist the swayin of their hips
as they shine under barlit skies

and I know I shouldn't be out here
cause no one loves you more than me
but I don't think I'm coming home tonight
I'm sorry, my sweet emily